Wednesday, March 4, 2009

Surgery Again

Well, a lot has happened since I last posted. After many tests, it shows that his left diaphragm is not working. It is paralyzed. I will post details later on what this means. NOt only do they need to redo the they need to do a diaphragm plication. All this is the result of the traumatic birth injury that occurred OF COURSE!! This really gets me mad to think he was perfectly healthy and now all this is occurring because my crappy placenta. I am really frustrated, worried, and sad that he still continues to go through crap. He is also throwing up so much that now he is biting his tongue (so hard he makes himself bleed over and over again). So far he is scheduled to go into surgery Thursday morning. He will have the fundo and the diaphragm will be "tacked down" meaning they are going to sew it down so it won't continue to elevated and shift. My poor baby.... will post later


ellena said...

Mrya, This was by no means your body's fault! Please ..... i know that you know that deep down. In this imperfect world we live in, sometimes things like this happen..... BUT GOD!!!! Remember that He is in control of all , even when it seems like he isnt. Stand strong in your faith, but standing strong doesnt mean you dont feel weak, helpless, discouraged. It means that in the midst of all the chaos, both externally AND internally, we lean even more so on Him. You and your family, especially joshie, are in my prayers!

April the Queen of Scrapbooking said...

I want you to know that you are in my prayers every morning. I can not even imagine the things you have to go through. The stress and thoughts that go through your mind daily. Keep strong, the Lord is with you. Lately you and Joshua have been coming to my mind a lot and every time i start to pray for you and him and your family. Only God knows why all this happening. We can not question him but instead trust him. We love you and will continue to lift you and your family up in prayer. God Bless you......April